life & philosophy :: accepting

while cath can’t exactly die by normal means, he can be essentially “discorporated” (borrowing that from another fandom) and sent back to the nevernever where he ‘came from’. he can be brought back by some extreme means, but this did nearly happen a few years ago. while he isn’t quite sure people will remember him after he “dies” (after all, who remembers their own death?) he’s concerned about being remembered as being a fallen angel, emphasis on fallen. he doesn’t want the choices he had to make to adapt to human life to define him. he’ll joke all day about being a sinful little bastard but in reality, he wants to be remembered for the good he tried to do and the compassion he originally was created and stood for.